MESSY BUT REAL!

I hope you never feel this way...
Alone, unwanted and unloved
I hope they come and stay...
And not leave you alone and hurt

I hope your family shows up
And they at least pretend to want you
I hope they don't say things that cut
As they smile and  label you a burden too

You give so much joy but get none
Your heart, as big as the Titanic ship
But you sail alone till dawn
Enough of this unhealthy friendship

Why does it have to be an exchange?
Why do you leave me with so much rage?
So much truth, I can barely breathe
You don't get me, I want something to fit!

The "perfect" and the flawed
The perfect is filled with so much pride
The flawed fixed up my world
Let's put the perfections aside

Stop the plastic acting, its tiring!

Enough of the pretense,its embarrassing!

I want messy; messy but real!

Come on, let's try some imperfection!